43/365 :: Friday 12 February 2021
​just a few things on my dining room table.

44/365 :: Saturday 13 February 2021
I couldn't not buy a shirt from Phenomenal. (and my Pipsticks arrived.)

45/365 :: Sunday 14 February 2021
Valentine's Day sunrise.

46/365 :: Monday 15 February 2021
new stickers from Pipsticks!! it's always a fun surprise around the middle of the month when they arrive.

47/365 :: Tuesday 16 February 2021
​new print on the wall in my bedroom.

48/365 :: Wednesday 17 February 2021
​blue skies again.

49/365 :: Thursday 18 February 2021
a few hours after my grandma died. I loved this big cloud. and an hour or two later there was a beautiful sunset on Lake Michigan.

36/365 :: Friday 5 February 2021
when your coworkers still aren't 100% sure how to spell your name, so they spell it in funny ways.

37/365 :: Saturday 6 February 2021
I've been ordering stamps online for a few years now to make sure that I get the fun ones that I want. I really love the lunar new year ones, and the current series is really pretty.

38/365 :: Sunday 7 February 2021
I had to leave my lipstick out the night before to remind me of the video I had to film the next day.

39/365 :: Monday 8 February 2021
sunshine and icicles.

40/365 :: Tuesday 9 February 2021
a little cold out there (for a couple weeks) on my half birthday.

41/365 :: Wednesday 10 February 2021
a little corner in my bedroom. I love this fake plant that my stepmom gave me, and that print has been hanging in each of my last four bedrooms. (it looked best on the brick walls when I lived downtown, but I do like the grey walls in this room.)
[ps - it's Functional Gray by Sherwin Williams but I call it Formidable Grey.]

42/365 :: Thursday 11 February 2021
it's been a while since I've taken a books photo here. I'm forever trying to knock books off my Goodreads to read list. I had a bit of a confusing time with Again Again because it would frequently shift to alternate worlds, so there would be several variations of a scenario that the characters went through.

29/365 :: Friday 29 January 2021
back at the lake, of course.

30/365 :: Saturday 30 January 2021
​a surprise thank you note in the mail made my day.

31/365 :: Sunday 31 January 2021
​friends.

32/365 :: Monday 1 February 2021
​first sunrise of the month.

33/365 :: Tuesday 2 February 2021
​blue skies.

34/365 :: Wednesday 3 February 2021
​it's like my own personal hotel here.

35/365 :: Thursday 4 February 2021
​new lovely print from Alyssa Lentz via Spark Haus Vintage.

as of today, I have been sober for five years. five years. so much has happened in those five years.

I have been (essentially) told that I’m not allowed to call myself “sober” because it wasn’t like I had a drinking problem. but that’s not how I see it. no, I wasn’t going out every night or even every week, but I was still going out and getting drunk with certain people because I thought it made me seem cool.

I was young and impressionable, and I thought that this was what I was supposed to be doing. but I wasn’t taking care of myself. it was so easy for me to quickly get drunk with maybe a drink or two because I wasn’t eating like I should have been. I would look back the next day and just didn’t like who I had been the night before. I would look ahead and see the way that my life was going to turn out if I kept this up. one of those cringey moments was when I cried on new year’s eve because the ice in my water melted. I laugh about it now, but I also feel sad for the 22-year-old I was.

so, no, I didn’t really have a big drinking problem, but I could have if I didn’t change my ways. yes, I still crave the whiskey sometimes, but I’m glad that it’s not in my life anymore.

I guess the moral of the story is that you can be proud of who you are and the decisions you make for yourself. just because I didn’t have to dig myself out of a hole doesn’t mean I can’t claim my journey.

here’s to five years clean, and the next five ahead.

22/365 :: Friday 22 January 2021
​one of my favorite drives.

23/365 :: Saturday 23 January 2021
sometimes you have a busy day at work and your coworker had made the wrong menu item for a customer, so she gives it to you for lunch, but then it's too busy for you to really eat much and you take it home with you for later.

24/365 :: Sunday 24 January 2021
I love changing into leggings and slippers after getting home from a long day.

25/365 :: Monday 25 January 2021
ten years with my Luna.

26/365 :: Tuesday 26 January 2021
​I mean, same.

27/365 :: Wednesday 27 January 2021
I bought these pumpkin pie pop tarts on clearance from Target and honestly wasn't really expecting them to be anything special, but they were better than I thought they'd be.

28/365 :: Thursday 28 January 2021
don't worry, I eat vegetables too.

15/365 :: Friday 15 January 2021
I didn't need them, but Amazon told me that they were on a special sale and I went for it.

16/365 :: Saturday 16 January 2021
never have I seen such a large bottle of moisturizer.

17/365 :: Sunday 17 January 2021
​I love changing into leggings after a long day at work.

18/365 :: Monday 18 January 2021
I like stickers! I like stickers! I like stickers, yes I do! (insert high kick)

19/365 :: Tuesday 19 January 2021
I miss Milwaukee so much, and I've been saying that for months.

20/365 :: Wednesday 20 January 2021
I got free brownies from one of the best bakeries in Green Bay and I have to say, the classic ones were actually my favorite.

21/365 :: Thursday 21 January 2021
catching up on podcasts. I love getting to hang out with these ladies' voices in my ears.

early in January, there was a beautiful frosty coating everywhere. a few days of fog brought us some picturesque rime ice. it was one of the many days that I didn't want to leave my house, but the lighting was perfect so I had to walk across the street to take a few photos in the park.

8/365 :: Friday 8 January 2021
I just love these stretches of nothing much.

9/365 :: Saturday 9 January 2021
​my sticker for my new bullet journal came in the mail!

10/365 :: Sunday 10 January 2021
I think that hot cocoa mug might have been the best dish I've ever purchased.

11/365 :: Monday 11 January 2021
​right where they belong.

12/365 :: Tuesday 12 January 2021
​it's probably a chai.

13/365 :: Wednesday 13 January 2021
not a bad first view of the day.

14/365 :: Thursday 14 January 2021
teenage me would have also been very excited about my new slippers.

1/365 :: Friday 1 January 2021
starting the year at Lake Michigan, just like last year. (see previous post for more photos.)

2/365 :: Saturday 2 January 2021
I saw a few of these really cute painted rocks at the library when I was there last: this one, one with a red and green present, and one with a snowman. it was around Christmas, and I left them for other people but they were still there the next time I went, so I had to take this one home with me.

3/365 :: Sunday 3 January 2021
a couple of my coworkers found me some spectrespecs for Christmas.

4/365 :: Monday 4 January 2021
it's always a beautiful drive south.

5/365 :: Tuesday 5 January 2021
you should probably know by now that I love Taylor Swift's music (but also she is an angel). my favorites on evermore are (in order of appearance) "champagne problems," "no body, no crime," and "cowboy like me," but the bonus tracks are also most excellent. "'tis the damn season" is playing as I type this. but I have to say that I also just really love the tissue paper stars that came in the package.

6/365 :: Wednesday 6 January 2021
rime ice, footprints in the snow, and baby trees.

7/365 :: Thursday 7 January 2021
yes, I did buy these tiny tomatoes because I liked that they were in a tree-shaped container.

if you haven't yet figured out how much I love Lake Michigan, you must not have been around here for very long. (; I went last year on the first of the year, and I thought it would be fun to make a point of going out again on the first this year even though it's a pretty regular occurrence for me to stop by one of my favorite spots along the lake.